happy new year everyone.
today's the first day of the year 2010.a year where most of us made up our minds that we should work harder to achieve something better than what we've achieved last year.
"We can look back and remember, but we cannot retrace a single moment of the year that is past."
-Pastor Ray Stedman-
very true.thinking back,I realize I didn't do anything really useful last year.tidak kira during school days or during the holidays.the night before SPM,I felt the stress as I just realize that my future is truely in my hands and all this while I think I have not done things properly such as not studying everyday and working hard enough.I was so nervous and on that day itself,I find it hard to concentrate during my BM paper 1.my first essay was terrible as I was super nervous and all I could think of was everybody's hopes on me.my
mummy,daddy,brothers,relatives,teachers,friends...but despite all the "kesusahan",saya berjaya mengharunginya.
can't stop thinking about the 1 more day at home.going for national service this sunday.my cousin said "who ask you didn't pray hard.you see you're the youngest in the family and the only person to go for ns." =.="
going ns day after tomorrow.will be missing so many things.my bedroom,books,tv (especially programmes such as chuck,merlin,csi,24...) ,computer,hp...of course I'll be missing my family as well as I've never been away from them for so long.next in the list would be the sunday school children.handling kids was never my kelebihan as I have no patience for children who cry and run around all the time.but somehow Felicia asked me to helped her teach them as they don't have enough teachers.one of the hardest thing was looking for the perfect material to teach the kids.unlike other sunday schools,we do not have sufficient materials or a book to follow.next was making them understand what you are teaching.most of the time they'll just look at you and keep quiet whenever you ask them anything.but so far I think the best part is the singing where we can dance without feeling malu and doing silly actions such as acting as a seaweed swaying and swaying in front of the whole church. :D
ooppsie.got to go now.dinner soon. :)
peking duck here I come.